Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Searching for an Explanation


I believe it was a week ago when I dreamt about my own exorcism. I was at my parents house telling a story in the old kitchen.  Everyone was seated around me listening intently. I had no idea that I was possessed and what was about to happen. My old priest came in and began immediately. It wasn't a conventional exorcism by any means. The priest addressed me and stepped behind me and proceeded to draw the demon out with his hands. I leaned my head back over the chair and my body locked up. I could actually feel this in the dream. I could still see and hear everyone but I could not respond. Then I experienced pain as the demon was drawn out. Surprisingly, I felt elated afterwards. I had this intense euphoria for a could seconds, again, that I could actually feel. Pretty much after that the dream ended. I'm still trying to decipher this dream. What I do is that I have been trying to be a better person now. I seem happier. But what was the demon and what actual good did it do to have it drawn from my body?